im in a very complex situation right now. my best friend from junior high school called and told me everything i dont wanna hear. you'll get confused with this particular problem of mine. so, she told me that his boyfriend likes me, she was crying so hard when telling me all this. I was literally in shock (and almost got a stroke) I really dont know what to do and what to say. and its not a fucking joke, it's real. i was speechless and it was the worst problem i've ever encountered. ever! i wish i could act normally and instead trying to calm her down, but i simply couldnt. not after se told me everything.
i really wanna kill him for doing this to her. one thing i cud tell you he's making a big mistake and he's going to regret it! i dont really know whether the information is accurate or not, but my best friend told me it is. she got the news directly form his cousin (oh well how accurate is that huh?!) i was so confused because how does it really happened? things will become so awkward between us and i just dont wanna imagine the afterwards effect of this problems, yet. she told me she still wanna see him and misses him and everything. she's so fragile and i dont want her to get hurt yet for another zillions time. She kept looking for answers although she knows the truth already.
I was kinda upset when I knew that she talked to her bf about everything again, involving me into their conversation. Their conversation brings me pain you kno. its not easy for me too, looking ur best friend cried because of you?! hell its not a good feeling i tell ya ladies!
well but I forgave her for her selfishness, and I'm finally fine with it. She said she just wanna make things more clear than before, that's all. but what I really couldn't accept is what he says about me, he said that now he sees me as a bad person, he said I like to get drunk, I had a bad past, and so on and so on. he was also angry with us because he saw us smoked cigarettes once. its not fair for him to judge me like that after what he did to her. please be a man.
I mean he has no idea what i've been through so he better shut his mouth off! i almost forget to tell u readers, he's one of my bestfriend too. yeah that guy. now i'm so pissed i dont even wanna see him or talk to him ever again. He doesn't know the truth, but he talk talk talk just like a girl. I'm very disappointed with him. I thought he's my best friend too and he wouldn't say something like that! But he's a complete jackass! No matter what happen in the future, it will never be the same anymore.
And as for my friend, she promised me she won't talk about him anymore. I told her that my life will still be the same with or without him. So, I told her that she doesn't need to be worry about it. i told her we won't lose our friendship just because of this. I don't wanna lose her because I trust her and she trusted me as well. So, nothing else matters.
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