a random sunday

Hey readers today is sunday and im doing nothing in particular. well, i didn't go to church(feeling guilty because of it) and i didnt do anything productive either. anyway, lots of people called today looking for a job because i put an advertisement in pos kota newspaper looking for somebody who has experience in a garment field. i wanna start doing business, making party dressed for people and selling dresses to people thought internet. anyway, december is coming soon and i know "he" will be here for his holiday. someone i used to love, sumone used to be my other half is coming and im so scared im telling you. i dont know what to be scared of but i just dont wanna bump into him sumwhere u know. its not gonna be easy for me. hell its crashing me down!