saying goodbye to seattle is not easy

my first apartment

my first room

me-downtown seattle, winter.

me-in the bus

Imel's birthday

me-with my lovely friends

dear readers, i've nothing to do so I wanna tell u about my life in seattle back then. also, telling u the reasons I left Seattle.  First of all, Ive never had a plan to go to Seattle! I've always wanted to go to new york instead, for a college! I've been waiting for a letter from the ny's college, for almost 1 year and a half but got nothing in reply. I've sent all the document through my agent and the college people said they didn't get any of my files. I was so pissed!! I spent a lot of money to pay the agent, but I didn't get anything in the end. so, they told me to change direction and go to seattle instead. so i considered it before i finally chose to go to seattle. one of my bestfriend is there and im hoping it will be a fun journey for me. but seattle wasnt really my place you know. i dont like the weather, its cold and raining all the times so gloomy. but i loved it when it snows. ;)  and one problems led to another, i decided to back for good to indo. on 29th August 2008 (my birthdayyy, spent it on the airplane) I went home.
Here are some of the strong reasons why I left seattle:

1. The weather sucks
2. I felt lonely almost all the time
3. I'm way too concerned about my parents
4. Jakarta is better for the entertainment. lots of friends and so many places to go
5. clueless about what i wanna be in the future. so instead of wasting my parent's money, it's better im back here and think once more about my future planning
6. 3,5 years uni life in seattle wont be a nice idea for me
7. had a boring activity, all the same routines

its all about it. but i didnt say its easy to say goodbye to seattle. there are so many memories that i wud never ever forget. i met some new friends and i enjoyed the moment ive spent with them. so, saying goodbye to seattle is not easy