mom and dad you're the best!

They're leaving to Kalimantan today and will be staying there for two weeks. I'll miss them so much even though it's not like they're going somewhere really far. Well, in this first post of my first blog, I'd like to tell you people about how great my parents really are. My dad is 65 years old now and my mom is 54 years old. Yeah i know, they're old. my parents are superhero because they'd never give up no matter how hard life's been treating them lately. they're so strong and it gives me hella pain to have to see them working very hard just to make everything in this family better. 


anyway, i was just arrived in Jakarta 2 months ago. I went to college in shoreline, seattle for almost 9 months and i decided to go back home(Indo). I dont really feel right to be there because i kept thinking of my parents i was afraid that sumthin will happen to them just simply because they're old already. i was so clueless about my life back there. dont know exactly what i want, im so lost! besides of the economic worries, i really had no idea what i wanna do. i know that im happy there even though i have to work, but missing my family especially my parents is killing me more than anything else in the world.


now its not a good time to nag because my parents been through a lot and i think they deserve a break. Having me back in town means lessen all their problems and i know they really want me to stay here. i know that everything happens for a reason and i know that goin back here doesnt always mean im not gonna be able to pursue my dream (that i havent decided yet). i just need to be thankful that both of my parents are healthy! I really hope that everything will be better in time.