Tuesday, December 15, 2009

water and a flame

i've been missing him like crazy and i dont know why, it's just every time i talk to him, my heart beats so ridiculously fast.
well the feeling that i have for this guy is somehow funny and weird in the same time.
i dont deal with distance whatsoever, so i just admire him from here. and nothing more to say
he's been nice to me, once or twice he talks to me and ask me how im doing. and it's just nice
but the fact that im not capable to reach him, i chose to move back. i dont wanna hurt myself by giving me some hope while i know there's never a hope in the first place.

it's just him with his lil good life over there. and i just cant compete. i cant compete...
but it's making me sick coz everyday i just simply think of him.
and i know im just wasting my time waiting! but what can i do?
it's just we're like water and flame. we cant be together.. no matter what.

he's too hard.. and out of reach.

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