i've been sitting for hours, thinking and feeling so heavyhearted that i am such an ungrateful child who just want everything and do anything i like without even bother about their feelings. today was just like the other day, normal and gent. things that was different is the way i see them because it seems that i was incompetent to open my eyes and see the reality that they're getting a little too older now. when i saw my dad's white hair and his obvious seen wrinkle skin i was buttoned up and couldn't say anything aside from turning my heads down and looked away. it's a heartbroken and i wanted to change things to alter them into a younger living being without knowing how. the most distressing part is that i just realized that i was too busy fooling around and of course i dont wanna end up like not knowing my own parents and be one of those people who don't talk to their own families. this is not kidding but i honestly want to spend more times with them because i know i dont have lots of time anymore because soon it'd be too late to regret.
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