a random sunday

Hey readers today is sunday and im doing nothing in particular. well, i didn't go to church(feeling guilty because of it) and i didnt do anything productive either. anyway, lots of people called today looking for a job because i put an advertisement in pos kota newspaper looking for somebody who has experience in a garment field. i wanna start doing business, making party dressed for people and selling dresses to people thought internet. anyway, december is coming soon and i know "he" will be here for his holiday. someone i used to love, sumone used to be my other half is coming and im so scared im telling you. i dont know what to be scared of but i just dont wanna bump into him sumwhere u know. its not gonna be easy for me. hell its crashing me down!

New york New york, a city that never sleeps

Hello dear readers, I hope you have a good day today. I wanna share to you some experiences of mine when i was in new york city for holiday this summer. I stayed in nyc for 2 months and i loved it so much!! i love the whole thing about nyc, it's so beautiful and i literally cant take my eyes off its beautiful building and the whole pretty scene around. I lived in Flushing, Queens (like the second china town in nyc) and of course its so full with chinese people. I love to go to manhattan because it's where the all impossible becomes possible. i literally cringe whenever i walked down that street because it was just too surreal. the food is amazing and it's really like dream comes true.

I miss nyc very much and i really wanna go back there sum time in the future. everything in it is so cool and should i say spectacular? (dont mean to exaggerate but it's really an impressive city). Anyway, i made my 2 months holiday in nyc worth every pennies! Here's the list of places i had the chance to visit while i was in new york:

1. SOHO (definitely heaven on earth for those of you who love to go shopping)
2. TIMES SQUARES (the big apple, which has so many cool billboards all over it, it's really cool especially at night when all the light is on)
3. Brooklyn Bridge (it's a long bridge and has an amazing view from right in the middle of the bridge)
4. China Town (im so sorry to say this but china town smells really bad! but since all the food are insanely delicious i shud give it some credits)
5. 5th Avenue (totally speechless. it's the best from all. all branded shops are lining and waiting for us to just see and enjoy and possibly buy all their gorgeous goods. it's another heaven for all shopaholic sisters)
6. 6th Ave (love all the tall buildings with its unique architecture)
7. Madison Ave
8. Bleeker Street (went to the magnolia bakery (cupcake stores in sex and the city movie), tried the cupcake and totally love it. the cheesecake is also recommended)
9. Museum of national history (it's so huge and pretty crowded with people. Night in the Museum movie's set place. so its really cool)
10. Rockefeller center (hands down its so pretty here! I love all the flowers in this street coz its so colorful and its just beautiful. you can also see people walkin around, some with their busy schedule and some just enjoying the view of the white blue sky)
11. Empire state (I had fun here!! Saw everything clearly from telescope! and saw the very beautiful NYC from above! definitely romantic and the lights came so perfect to complete the view!) ^^
12. Little Korea (please take me back here again, i ate korean food like crazy, i just love it so much)
13. Cathedral church (totally amazed with this church, the interior is crazy. i love this building)
14. Columbus circle (a lot of people sit in here, spending their time doing nothing but simply rest. It's near the central park gate (places of AUGUST RUSH movie!) :p
    
15. Atlantic City (you can play casino and enjoy the beach!) It's a very artsy place too. I LOVE IT. =,)) Took me an hour to get there by car.
16. Six Flags (I BET you'll like it here!! I played several kinds of roller coaster!! it was so much fun!!) It's in New Jersey though, you have to go there by bus! :p
17. Madame Tussaud (haha all the hollywood celebrities are very cool, they look almost the same with the real one! and they're all smiling and very nice to me too!!) lol =D
18. Biggest Macy's store in the world! Yeah, it's big and tall! you'll find everything you need in here)
    

no wonder so many people wanna live in nyc and pursue their dreams there, it's a gorgeous place! everyone is derssing up and they just dont judge. you can be whoever you are in new york city, a city that never sleeps! so long nyc.. till we meet again! :) 

some of my pics:

me- and bubba gum gum in museum national of history! =p

City Plaza-in bridewars!! :p

this is how subway looks like! *very creepy, rite?!* (-__-)"

place to sit near Rockefeller Center! Lovely!! ^^

Cathedral Church. It's pretty, isn't it?

my lil bro. hahaha! poor him! he had to bring all my shopping bags! :p

me-and cute dolls from FAO SCHWARZ! (biggest dolls store!!) ^___^ I'm blessed!

me-in the biggest apple store in 5th ave!! :))

views from Empire State Building! :)

six flags

me-with angelina jolie and brad pitt (madame tussaud)! they're so damn tall! hahahah!

me-hugging m&ms vending machine! I HEART m&ms! ;p

me-in SOHO, in front of KIDROBOT shop. You have to visit this one! All the dolls are very kawaii!! *__^

me-with my auntie. hihihih look at her face!! ahahah! funny!

Caesars palace wannabe! hahahaha!

me-and my lil cutie nephew!! spendin our time in atlantic city! he is sooooo cuteee!! i miss him so much :,((

mom and dad you're the best!

They're leaving to Kalimantan today and will be staying there for two weeks. I'll miss them so much even though it's not like they're going somewhere really far. Well, in this first post of my first blog, I'd like to tell you people about how great my parents really are. My dad is 65 years old now and my mom is 54 years old. Yeah i know, they're old. my parents are superhero because they'd never give up no matter how hard life's been treating them lately. they're so strong and it gives me hella pain to have to see them working very hard just to make everything in this family better. 


anyway, i was just arrived in Jakarta 2 months ago. I went to college in shoreline, seattle for almost 9 months and i decided to go back home(Indo). I dont really feel right to be there because i kept thinking of my parents i was afraid that sumthin will happen to them just simply because they're old already. i was so clueless about my life back there. dont know exactly what i want, im so lost! besides of the economic worries, i really had no idea what i wanna do. i know that im happy there even though i have to work, but missing my family especially my parents is killing me more than anything else in the world.


now its not a good time to nag because my parents been through a lot and i think they deserve a break. Having me back in town means lessen all their problems and i know they really want me to stay here. i know that everything happens for a reason and i know that goin back here doesnt always mean im not gonna be able to pursue my dream (that i havent decided yet). i just need to be thankful that both of my parents are healthy! I really hope that everything will be better in time.