Take me to where You are

I can only wish that i could die before i die.. You know, let go of the hurt, accept all the pain. 

I wish i could really meet you in person God. I wish i could ask you did we get to choose our family or you chose them for each one of us for a reason? 

I really wish you could meet me in a dream and really tell me that everything is going to be ok. That im not gonna be like this forever. My faith is so small and im not a good person, but i really wish to experience Grace and true joy and happiness.

You must hv known what i really want in life God. 

The eternal stillness and silence.