since i was a lil kid, i wasn't considered as the most outstanding kid in class. in fact, i had always been the average. actually it's not so bad to be the average because you don't need to clench your fists every time the teacher calls on your name and ask you to solve math problems. it's simply because you don't need a perfection. yeap! perfection is all what matter to almost every smart kids in class. their splendid grades gave them so much pressures to be the most perfect one. well sometimes it's good for building their character, such as to be an optimistic person. but sometimes it could backfires and make them lose their self confidence. nevertheless, everyone of us has a dream! a dream that each one of us wishes to be accomplished one day. when i was a kid, i played a lot, didn't care even a bit on how to achieve my dream or how to get there. everything was a blur and i knew i still got lots of time so i need not to bother it. commonly, kids wanna be a doctor or a teacher in the future. they don't dream big enough because they just haven't learned lots enough. however as the time goes by, all of us grow up and become very critical in our way of thinking. we've been given the idea on how to face or solve problems, how to take care of small and big things in so many ways. and our dreams grow bigger.
and now here i am. im twenty years old and got lots of thinking going in and out of my brain and im truthfully proud of it. im trying to be focus and concentrate on what im doing which is not just to be a successful career woman but also a successful human being. what i mean is i personally love to work and love to spend my time doing lots of productive things because it makes me feel useful and independent but i'd also like to be a person with a more good-helping heart because it also matters a lot for me.
i like to work in something that involves many people, not just because it's fun but also it's good for us to learn how to be patient and how to handle every problems more maturely. in here, that's not exactly what im trying to convey. the thing i wanna say is that i have a dream, which is to be a successful career woman who earns lots of money and not even doubt a bit to spend it on something wise. i consider giving money to a charity is wise, helping poor people is wise, building free school for poor kids is wise, giving whatever your parent's needs is wise, entertaining sick and old people so they'd feel lots happier is wise, etc. and i bet you also have at least one dream you really wish to achieve one day, right? i am now in my process of getting what i want and it's certainly not easy. we'll have to struggle through a lot of problems along the way. but don't be afraid! all of us will eventually stand at this point where we have to think that no matter how bad things will happen in the future, we have to always raise our heads up and don't ever give up on something we believe. we have to learn to put as many expectations as possible and be not afraid of falling. thing that will also help us is to learn how to redeem a big disappointment when things don't go our way.
it's never late to dream big. start now! dream of what you wanna be! don't be scared to fly and explore the sky. people might say bad things about us, they intend to make us fail. but don't we care about a single thing they say! its not about them it's about us! i believe if we stay focus and always be responsible to what we do since now and then, we will get the result. and i have faith that if i've already tried so hard, there must be something positive in returns. whatever that positive things might be, i believe it's a process of learning and i wont regret a thing.
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