hello.
wow, it's been a while my dear blog.
i can't believe im actually going to be a 23rd years old woman by this end of August. yes, 23! i know it's not that old, but still it creeps me out to grow older.
there are lots of things thats been going on! first of all, i wanna tell you that 2012 has been a great year for me so far! i've met such a very special man. we've been together for 8 months now and i'm just content with everything. though im kinda having troubles with staying positive and staying in the present moment. something that im still working on.
should tell you it's not that easy to stay positive all the time, not being jealous or overprotective biat*h. haven't i tell you that i think im a bit possessive kind of girl, especially when im in love. and im just so in love with him. crackety pie. sigh
anyways, im in an intership programme right now! finally after all these years waiting to be officially done with college and start working is happening! im working in Pansophia Indonesia right now. it's a non profit organization and really cares about the education of kids in Indonesia. it's a really cool place to work! i love this place. you can check it out
http://www.pansophiaindonesia.org/
im so thankful for what i have right now, i know it's not that perfect. but to be alive itself has been one of the greatest gift from God. being 23 is another wake up call to improve myself, to be a better person. i have a lot to work on, im widely aware that im always being negative almost all the time. i love to be in pain, it's kind of addicted. and im worried all the time, it's torturing me! i just wanna be positive.
spreading the positive vibe to the people around me. and stop giving them hard times especially my love ones.
looking forward to being 23! =)
