readers, this post is dedicates to my dearest dad. my heart is in pain. i know i made too many mistakes and could never forgive myself. i know i disappoint him very much and i hurt him so deeply that he would never ever forget it. i really wish he knows how much i love him although i know it will not be the same anymore. i know it's extremely heartbreaking to see your daughter turning into a bad person, a person with such a bleak past. im not perfect and im tired living like this, living in pain. readers, i really wish there's a thing called time machine. i just wanna go and change everything and start my life from the beginning again. i kno he would never love me like he used to be but its okay, i know i dont deserve a second chance. i really hope time cures everything coz i really love him and want to make my relationship with him a lot better than before.
well this phone is not exactly the phone i wanted. i want a blackberry bold but instead i'm getting these. it's okay though my mom bought it for me because i recklessly threw away my old battery cellphone. awkwardly the first time i saw this phone i just fell in love! i have to say that its very convenience and very simple, that's all what i need.
