people were so excited about how they gonna spend their new year's eve together. i've been fooled to join the company of my mom's hood and so they were taking me to these villas of my parent's (instead of having party with my friends, i was stuck in those corny jail of my mom's). well i was glad that it's over just faster that i'd thought. and so i went to well they called it an extremely large reunion of binusians in these club named x-lounge. i wasn't so excited at first but what can i say the evil calls made me come to that party and so i was there, partying all night long and drank like a lame grandma that never go to a party. i danced to the core and completely disremembered what i did the rest. call me an egocentric bitch but i like to get drunk and very much hate the concequences. well there i was making the dumbest mistake i've ever made which was kissing these guy i barely speak with and turns out he is the king of the jerk in town. so as far as i've heard, he was making up stories and told almost everyone (especially his inner circle) that i was the one who chase him and even insist upon coming with him to his house. yeah, what the hell. well if i was that drunk that night, he didn't suppose to take an opportunity of it! that means he is a real jerk who just doesn't know how to treat girls politely. he sucks. the thing that i will never forgive is that he was telling people the idea of me fetching him those bullshits. i just don't wanna bear him now or ever. one thing ahead i will do if i by any chances meet him in the future is i will break his neck. and oh please blame it on the alcohol. alcohol isn't just work as a magic but sometimes it could be a very wicked poison and deathly one.
well because of these upsetting facts i'm hoping in the future i could command myself not to be such a lunatic bitch who just dance like a whore. now i get my karma because im grounded, simply lost my parent's trust because i was sent home in a drunk and in a very unbearable condition, had a really huge fight with my sisters (once again because of these bulls) and become the slut of the talk. hoping everything is gonna be okay is just out of my authority now. i'm just gonna confirm and explain everything to people who heard of the-talk simply just to soothe my feelings and i don't care what will they say about me afterwards. they can call me a freak if they think i don't have to make straight of everything. but what they say will not matter because my heart is all what matters. dont wanna be a drama queen for sure but if being a dramaqueen can mend the hole in my heart, then that what i'll do.
the jerk slipped in one of us. and im not gonna tell you which one is he here. whoo he could party like a cow..ard. jackass
